In light of the recent (and horrifying) image of Tori Amos for her upcoming record, “Night of the Hunter,” I decided to go back to music that gives me hope, personally and artistically. I love to write about Tori, but rather than doing just that, I’m going to post my favorite live performances from each era. Tori reminds me what it is to be a musician and why I chose to go that path with my life. Enjoy! :)
Little Earthquakes Era – 1991/1992: “Here in my Head,” a b-side (Best moment: 3 minutes, 10 seconds basically to the end). Painfully heartfelt, honest, angst-ridden in the most beautiful way…Best line/verse (I think):
maybe i’m just the horizon you run to
when she has left
you and me here
alone on the floor
you’re counting my feathers
as the bells toll
you see the bow and the belt
and the girl from the south
all favorites of mine
you know them all well
and spring brings fresh little puddles
that makes it all clear
makes it all…
hey, do you know
hey, do you know
what this is doing to me?
oh, here…
here…
here. in my head
Under the Pink era: “Bells for Her” 1994 – sensitive, dark, moody, sad, earnest. You kind of have to be a major fan to sit through the entire performance, but man, what an introspective ride. This song reminds me of very lonely winters. Best line/verse: bells and footfalls and soldiers and dolls
brothers and lovers she and i were
now she seems to be sand under his shoes
there’s nothing i can do
can’t stop what’s coming
can’t stop what’s on its way
Boys for Pele (I’m allowed 2 since this is my favorite record of all-time). 1) Marianne 2) Horses/Fool on the Hill
Best line/verse from either: tuna
rubber
a little blubber in my igloo
and i knew you pigtails and all
girl when they fall
and they say marianne killed herself
and i said not a chance
don’t you love the girls ladies babies
old bags who say she was so pretty why
why why why did she crawl down in the old
deep ravine
From the Choirgirl Hotel: Such an AWESOME record. I’m choosing her performance of “Cruel” at Madison Square Garden in 1998. Best line: dance with the sufi’s celebrate your top ten in the charts of pain
lover brother bogenvilla my vine twists around your need
even the rain is sharp like today as you sh-sh-shock me sane
no cigarettes only peeled HAVANA’S for you i can be cruel
To Venus and Back: Such a special record. I choose a live performance of “Concertina”. Best line/verse: the soul-quake
happened here in a glass world
particle by particle
she slowly changes
she likes hanging chinese paper cuts
just another fix
can i weather this
i got my fuzz all tipped to play
i got a dub on your landscape
then there’s your policy of tracing
the sauce without the blame
Strange Little Girls – 2001 – terribly unique covers album. I choose “Real Men,” written by Joe Jackson. Best line/verse: what’s a man now
what’s a man mean
is he rough or is he rugged
cultural and clean
now it’s all changed
it’s got to change more
we think it’s getting better
but nobody’s really sure
Scarlet’s Walk – 2002: Such a beautiful masterpiece of a record. I choose her live version of “Virginia.” Best line/verse: he will
change from her
sunwise to clockwise
to soul trading
still she’ll lay
down her Body
covering him all
the same
oh Virginia
do you remember
when the Land held
your hand
oh Virginia
The Beekeeper – 2005 – I fell in love with my husband right around when this record came out, so it’s hard for me NOT to love it. Still, it shows a departure from the bad ass, angsty, emotional Tori we saw previously. Nonetheless, I think her live shows were incredible. I choose “Song of Soloman,” which was basically an improv she did for a Viktor & Rolf fashion show. Parts of it are in her tune, “Take me with You.” this is pretty magical. Just watch the whole clip if you can, so you wait for the models to come out. They do so at 2:15.
American Doll Posse: I don’t have much to say here, but she blew me away at the live show in 2007 for this record. I choose “Beauty of Speed.” She is pretty mesmerizing in this.
Abnormally Attracted to Sin: 2009 – Strong Black Vine, live, because she does a “Tori rant” reminiscent of her rants from 1998-ish. Interesting record, but not much to say. Still, this live clip is pretty awesome. I happened to be reading “the Story of O” when this record came out, and well…it proved to be a pretty amazing soundtrack. ;-) She’s pretty insane in this vid, but if you’re a Tori fan…well, I guess we get it.
I have to end on a better note, however. So this is my favorite live performance of a b-side (other than “Here in My Head.”) I choose “Butterfly” from the Under the Pink era. ”Butterfly” is in my top 5 favorite Tori songs of all time. Favorite line/verse:
stinky soul get a little lost in my own
hey general, need a little love in that hole of yours
one ways, now, and saturdays and our kittens
all wrapped in cement
from cradle to gumdrops
got me running girl as fast as i can
and is it right, butterfly,
they like you better framed and dried

I’m looking for Tori Amos Soundstage DVD from PBS? they are not answering me, do you know if it was even available for the public at one point? also how can I get this full episode of Tori on Jools Holland? This is one of my favorite live songs, check out 3:28 This is why I love her, she just loses herself into this state of bliss/insanity when the music takes her over. http://youtu.be/kqH2YBdL738
Thanks for sharing all your videos, it was fun finding a few i’d never seen before.